Tuesday, 27 August 2013

HOW CAN I LET YOU GO?

CHAPTER 8

Arnav honked over again, only in time to see a nervous and flustered Khushi making her way towards him. She was twiddling with the ends of her dupatta in an attempt to calm her nerves.
Hai Devi Maiyya! Car ride with the Raakshas?Especially after what just happened? 
No ,no calm down Khushi....Its just a ride. Sit faar away from him... Nothing can go wrong. Right?

But she couldn't contemplate anymore since she was standing right in front of her nemesis by then!
Arnav gracefully opened the passenger door for her, and smirked.

Hai Devi Maiyya!

Khushi entered nervously, trying to maintain maximum distance between herself and him.
Arnav shut her door and took his place in the driver's seat.
"Seatbelt.", he ordered.
"K..Kya?(What)", she implored.
Arnav turned to face her before repeating, " Seatbelt!"
Khushi stiffened and turned to do her bidding. But unfortunately her belt was stuck and wouldn't budge. She tugged and pulled to no avail.
An impatient Arnav leaned over her as he pulled her belt free, ineffect causing Khushi to stiffen even more! 
It was as he pulled the belt across her, that he realised the extent of their proximity! Her ragged breath fanned over his cheek as he moved towards his seat. 
Arnav hid a smile at his obvious effect on her and pulled the belt at an even more leisurely pace.
He made sure to brush his fingers along her collar bone , the valley between her breasts , her midriff as he pulled the belt down, earning a sharp gasp from her each time! 

Hai Devi Maiyya! She called out for the umpteenth time! This man and his besharmi! 
But inspite of his blatant moves , Khushi found herself liking...no loving his touch....and truth be told..., craving more!! 

Please forgive me god! This is sooo wrong...and yet it feels so right!

Arnav, after completing his , arousing act, sat back ...trying to calm his own nerves before starting the ignition. They rode in silence for a while.

A while,.... that is about fifteen minutes later Khushi who had began noticing her surroundings shrieked," Arnavji! Aap galat ja rahe hai! ( You are going the wrong way) Rasta waha hai!(Its that way)"
To which Arnav replied by a Shut up Khushi.

"Haaww!! Hum kyun shut up? Aap Shut up! Rasta udhar hai!! ( Why should I shut up? You shut up! Its that way!!)"
" Khushi...!", Arnav gritted his teeth in frustration....or rather trying to intimidate her!
But Khushi was not one to backdown! 

"Mall ka rasta udhar hai Arnavji... Iss taraf nahi hai!( The way to the mall is over there. Not here)"

" We are not going to the mall!", Arnav bit out.
"Kyaaaa??? (What?) Kyun??? (Why?)"
When Arnav chose to remain silent Khushi went on," Where are we going then? Tell me ? Where are you taking me? Batayien hamein (tell me)!!"

Arnav just kept mum.

" Look if you don't tell me then....then..."

"Then what?", asked Arnav, amused.

"Dekhiye...hum khud jayenge! (look...I will jump out)"

Arnav turned to her and quirked an eyebrow. At Khushi's no nonsense look Arnav smirked and turned away and said," Toh khud jaao (Then jump)"

Khushi's eyes widened to the size of soccer balls as she stuttered an inaudible What?

Arnav looked at her and shrugged matter -of-factly. 

Enraged, and losing her capability to think beyond her anger, at the audacity of the man, she turned to open the door....only to find that she couldn't unlock it (courtesy child lock!).

"Open this door!!", she yelled.
When Arav chose to ignore her statement, she leaned over him to try and unlock the door from his side, ineffect making Arnav lose his control over the wheel and swivel dangerously!

"WHAT THE......!!!", he stormed as he pulled over with a jerk.

Khushi immediately sat back in her seat, ramrod straight!

Arnav turned to her, fury burning in his eyes," What's wrong with you? Paagal ho kya? Dimaag kharab hai tumhara?( Are you mad?) Kuch ho jaatha toh? (If something happened?)"

Khushi bit her lip guiltily , and nervously twiddled her thumbs. 

"ANSWER ME DAMMIT!!!", he yelled, making her jump.

"I...I wanna get out! "

Arnav's eyes turned red with uncontrolled fury. He leaned over her and removed her seatbelt. But the next instant caught hold of her shoulders as he pulled her to himself and shook her.
"Why?...Why the heck do you want to leave? So that you can go meet your boyfriend at the mall? So that you can spend time with him? Huh? Answer me! Answer me dammit!", yelled Arnav, fury clouding all his senses.

Khushi looked at him shocked, unable to process what he was saying?
"Arnavji...yeh aap kya...? (what are you....)"

"Oh! don't lie to me Khushi! I know everything! I heard you and ......", he stopped short not wanting to say anything more.

"Heard what?", probed Khushi...confused.

Arnav turned away and ran his fingers through his hair in frustration.
" Heard what Arnavji?", she prompted.

Arnav turned to look at her , but didn't answer. His look was pained as he regarded her, though his face as usual was a mask. He silently unlocked the car and said," Go...Go wherever you want to...with whomever you want to. Your boyfriend will be waiting for you!", he added sarcastically.

Khushi looked even more perplexed. " Boy...boyfriend?"

" Oh! Stop the drama Khushi Kumari Gupta! If you love NK why don't you just admit it?"

"WHAAAT????", shouted a shocked Khushi, shocking Arnav as well in the process!

And then she burst out laughing. She laughed so hard that tears pooled at the corners of her eyes , and her belly hurt! 

Watching her laugh calmed Arnav's senses to some extent. But it also irritated him to see her laughing and not giving an explanation! 

When finally she controlled her laughter, she saw Arnav regarding her with a partially amused and partially skeptical look.

Khushi chuckled again," Arnavji... you have a very wild imagination !", she said, shocking Arnav even more! 

Oh you don't know the least of it Khushi Kumari Gupta!
But Arnav shook him out of that thought , and quirked an eyebrow at her.
" Where did you get such an idea?"

When Arnav didn't reply again Khushi looked down and twiddled with her thumbs again.

"Aur waise bhi....isse apko kya faraq padtha hai? (How does it matter to you?)"


OUR HEARTBEATS BECOME ONE !

CHAPTER 10

"No more games! You have kept me waiting for sooooo long........JAAN!" He crooned.
The nickname was back. Khushi flinched at the use. She tried moving away again, but his grip was strong! She turned her head sideways, avoiding his gaze! He scowled!
"I know your angry jaan..... But you went away without telling me! It took me some time to find you......"
She dint respond.
"Please Khushi.....jaan, don't do this to me! Talk to me jaan.......I want to hear your voice....it's been soooo long!" He pleaded.
She dint budge.
His anger rose, he swallowed it .......the cunning streak was out.
"You know I have my ways to make you speak jaan........" He tried.
She turned deaf ears to him. He smirked at the opportunity. He traced a finger down her cheek gently.....moving down to her neck ......and then her collarbone.
"Stop!!!" Cried Khushi, petrified!
A small , cunning smile adorned his lips. He tilted his head as he enjoyed the ring of her voice.
"Ah! How I missed that! Your voice." He looked back at her. She turned to face him.
"I want that with me....forever! "
She gulped.
"I have a surprise for you jaan....." He drooled. He got up and turned around , moving towards the dark corner.
She immediately tried to free herself.....in vain!
He came back, his hands behind his back. His lips spread in a smile, which disappeared as soon as he saw her moving about!
She stopped, not wanting to enrage him further. His smile came back!
"Look what I have for you jaan...." He chirped. He brought his hands out from behind his back, to reveal a box of sindoor and a mangalsutra!
Her eyes grew wide in horror as she imagined what would happen next. Her breath hitched. Tears streamed down her face relentlessly. She panicked as he came closer.
"No! Shekar please......"
He stopped hearing his name from her mouth, and immediately crouched down before her, grabbing her arm in his excitement ! She winced.
"Say it again! My name! It sounds sooo good from your mouth!" He looked at her expectantly.
She understood the need to do as he asked."Shekar ....."
He closed his eyes, enliving the moment. He let out a deep sigh. His eyes opened to show her a new gleam in them. He raised the mangalsutra again, only to be stopped by her again!
"No! Shekar....this is not right..."she began, wary of the rising anger in his eyes.
"I mean...we need a pundit....a pyre...a holy pyre...all the mantras....we need permission.....from....from my bua!"
"Your people were always against us jaan....they never want to see us united!" He wined....in urgency.
She stammered in her own urgency to convince him, "No.... No . Buaji ....she is not like that! I mean...she will never say no to this....... But you have to meet her...and ask her...nicely!" She said, and added as an afterthought,"please......for me?"
He seemed to consider and then replied softly," Anything for you jaan!"
He quickly untied her, and pulled her along with him.
"Wait! " she said. He raised his brow, turning back at her.
"My phone,.... I mean...I need to ca....call buaji! To tell her you are coming to meet her!"
"Why jaan? We will surprise her!" He said cheerfully.
"No! " she retorted again......infuriating him again!
"I mean....she is old Shekar... If we just pop in like that..she might be shocked!"
He laughed a high menacing laugh, and then looked at her keenly, "Now then.....we wouldn't want her to die....and delay our union.......would we?" He purred.
She gulped...but managed to smile at his humourless joke .
He handed over his phone, "Use mine!"
"But....but. ..... I don't know buaji's number! It's in my phone!" She hoped to put him out of doubt.
Nevertheless he looked at her , scrutinising her.
He handed her her sling bag. She frantically searched for the phone, and with trembling fingers dialled the number. She placed the phone by her ear when she heard him say," I trust you jaan....."
She smiled weakly.....and concentrated on the dial tone.
Payal's phone rang. She looked at the screen and was surprised.
"It's Khushi!" She exclaimed. Arnav moved closer as she picked the phone, trying to catch the conversation.
"Khushi!" Payal exclaimed...but was cut off by Khushi's urgent...and false happy voice!
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"Buaji!" She exclaimed
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"Buaji?" Enquired Payal , confused.
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"I am okay! I am here with...Shekar..... We are coming home! "
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"What??" Screamed Payal.....scared as her own suspicions came true!
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"Yes.... The same Shekar! He is coming home with me to meet you. Please do proper arrangements....after all he is coming home for the first time!"saying she flashed Shekar a smile, who reciprocated with fervour .
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"Yes yes! I will..... See you at home! And Khushi..... Take care!" She cut the phone and looked down at the screen, disbelief and fear surging through her.
"What happened?" Enquired Arnav frantically. He hadn't managed to hear much!
"They are coming home! " She looked up. "She is coming home....with him!"
Arnav looked at her trying to comprehend. He again misunderstood Payal's reference. But it was enough to make his blood boil! Again.......
Meanwhile, Payal made the call.
"Namaste! Hum Payal Gupta. Woh.... Lucknow mein..... Ji.....Ji......he is here.....Delhi...." Payal recited the address and then urged the receivers end to be there immediately!
She then turned and walked towards the house, with Arnav following behind, shooting questions at her....that she ignored.....or rather tried to.
Arnav was confused. And Payal's silence was infuriating him to the core! Nobody in his entire life had dared to ignore him or his questions till date....i.e. till he met the Gupta sisters!
His patience was fast eroding! Had it not been for the fact that he respected Payal, he would have snapped at her and got it out of her. But his decency didn't allow him to misbehave......with Payal ofcourse. With Khushi....it was a completely different matter!
As soon as they reached home, Payal broke the news to buaji, disclosing everything except the name.
"Hai re nandkishore! " buaji exclaimed.
"Please buaji! You have to be strong. There will be an end to this today! " said Payal vehemently.
She turned to Arnav and said, "You should leave.....it won't be nice if he sees you here.... He is....he is unpredictable!"
"I won't go anywhere! I will stay here and I'll kill that b******! "
"No Arnavji! Please understand..." Began Payal, but was cut off as she saw the two of them entering . Her eyes widened in shock! He was really here! He had really found them!
Arnav who had his back to the door, turned around on seeing Payal's dumbstruck expression.......... And immediately, bought the expression off her! To say, he was shocked was an understatement! He was overjoyed to see Khushi! But ....who was this guy with her? This was not Shyam! And why......why the HECK WAS HE HOLDING KHUSHI'S ARM!!!!!!!!!!!!................
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Khushi's eyes move from buaji to Payal to Arnav, where it rests.She remains rooted to the spot to find him there. What was he doing here?
Shekar on the other hand had eyes only for Payal. Hatred emancated from them, as he vividly remembered the slap...her slap!
FLASHBACK
'How dare you? How dare you touch my sister you scoundrel!"
*Slap*
"You will rot.....rot in hell Mr Tandon......I swear!"
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The ambulance had taken him away that day....but not far.
Payal meanwhile had multiple emotions! she felt relief, and fear, and hatred! Relief to see Khushi safe. Fear as she took in Shekar's expression. Hatred at him for landing her sister in this mess. For touching her! And hatred at herself for letting it happen!
To break the awkward silnce, Khushi spoke up," Buaji! This is Shekar! Shekar....my bua"
Shekar tore his eyes of Payal, and looked at buaji. His eyes softened and he moved towards a petrified buaji , dragging Khushi along with him. Buaji took a step back, despite herself, and slumped onto the sofa!
He immediately knelt down beside her pulling Khushi as well into sitting position...still not leaving her hand.....and infuriating Arnav all the more!
" I am marrying Khushi..", he stated with glee, and then his tone changed as he regarded Payal from the corner of his eyes, " No matter, who opposes. I dont care if anyone has any problem!"
Saying, he stood up, pulling up Khushi as well, and turned to leave. Khushi was shocked, that was faster than she expected! She couldn't think of any way to stall him further! She looked at her sister, confused and pleading.
Payal was in a state , no better! She gulped as she frantically thought of ways to handle the situation!
But Arnav surpassed them all!
" You can't take her away...." , he hissed.... making Shekar stop in his tracks.
He turned around to look at Arnav, whom he noticed for the first time after entering, and whom he took an instinctive dislike to!
Shekar raised his brow, amused as he shot," And who is to stop me?"
Arnav walked over , and stood in front of him , with a breaths gap between their faces. His eyes bore into his counterparts, as he spoke," Let go of her hand!"
Shekar tightened his grip, making Khushi wince, which did not go unnoticed by Arnav.
He looked defiantly at Arnav, his brow raised.
Arnav gritted his teeth and clenched and unclenched his fists, to control his ever rising temper!
Shekar noticed it and smirked! He pulled Khushi closer and turned to leave. But he didn't take a step more as he felt a stone hard wrist clasp around his , tightening with each passing second. He turned around furiously, to find Arnav's eyes on Khushi! His anger mounted as he saw Khushi returning the look!
He gripped Arnav's hand and tried yanking it off! But the latter was too strong!
Arnav deftly evaded Shekar's hold, as he increased the pressure on Shekar's wrist...all the while looking deep into Khushi's eyes, which refused to move from his. Exactly as he wanted it!
When the pain became unbearable, Shekar unclenched his wrist, letting go of Khushi's hand. Arnav caught hold of hers instead and yanked her behind him, away from the monster.
Infuriated, Shekar moved forward to punch Arnav, which the latter evaded yet agan, and instead landed a couple of blows on on himself!
They fought each other for a while, both matching each other, in strength and skill!
Payal and Buaji shouted and screamed as they tried to prevent the two from hurting each other. The commotion had brought many interested eyes to their doorstep...and soon a huge crowd surrounded the Gupta house.
Khushi meanwhile silently watched the two as thoughts rolled across her head. thoughts about their differences, about how their wounds affected her, about how their blows aimed at each other affected her, why it did the way it did! And finally about why she should differentiate between the two...when , come to think of it, both where similar! Both had hurt her! What was the difference between the two?
As she thought this, and looked up she saw Shekar hurling a brass vase at Arnav aiming for his head!
Arnav , who was disorganised from the previous blow did not see it coming, and hence was weak at his defence.
As soon as the vase made contact with Arnav's skull, Khushi got all her answers! She rushed forward to protect him, as he clutched his head in pain.
Shekar, blinded by his anger and power, didn't notice Khushi come in between. He stuck again, this time on Khushi's head, making her scream in pain, before she passed out in Arnav's anxious arms...........again!
The monstority forgotten, Shekar moved forward along with Payal and buaji to help Khushi. But just at that time he heard the most hateful sound! The sound that brought back memories of tortured days and lonely nights...
The sirens sounded louder and closer, but the three of them , hunched over Khushi's limp body, where too busy to notice! Shekar took the opportunity and slipped away from there, before they could come in search of him! By the time they entered the house he was gone!
Arnav returned back to his senses, as he heard the sirens. She needs a doctor, his brain processed,.....Fast!!
He cradled her in his arms as he carried her to the ambulance and directed them! His own wound forgotten, he bickered with the driver, who insisted that he was there to pick up a mentally unstable person...and not a wounded one! He yelled, shouted, and paid a hefty amount to get her to the hospital in time.
She was taken in to the OT, her stretcher followed by a wailing buaji , weeping Payal and a distraught Arnav. The doors closed, leaving the behind...as she entered ,to fight her battle..............

An hour and thirty five minutes later the OT light went off, indicating the ceasing of the operation.
Dr Mahapatra came out, tugging at the strings of his gown. Arnav, Payal and buaji rushed to him, the eager look on their faces, speaking a thousand words.
"She is fine... it was just superficial bleeding, thankfully! We have sutured the area, and checked for possible deep injuries. Mr Raizada, I see you have let the staff bandage you as well? Good. One can never be too sure, when it comes to this area. " said the doctor. Then looking at their pensive faces, he assured them some more, " She is fine. She will be shifted to a room temporarily just so that we can check her stats. A bit of grogginess is expected. She might feel weak as well. But otherwise, she is bound to have no problems."
The trio sighed.
"Thank you doctor! Thank you very much!" said Arnav.
"Can we see her?" asked Payal
"Sure, in a while...she will be shifted to her room, and then."
Dr Mahapatra strode forward ,patting Arnav on his shoulder on his way.
About 15 minutes later buaji and Payal sat on either side of Khushi's bed waiting for her to wake up, while Arnav stood at a distance, near the door...deep in thought.
Khushi stirred slightly at first, but pretty soon her eyelids fluttered open and swivelled around taking in her surroundings.Buaji and Payal were on their feet immediately, bending over her anxiously, while Arnav moved out to call the doctor.
The doctor was in soon enough. He checked her stats and confirmed that she was alright...just exhausted.
The trio sighed in relief...inaudibly .
"She can go home in a day. I shall prescribe some painkillers. Apart from that I dont think I need to keep her here any longer", said the doctor.
"Thank you doctor ." uttered Khushi, who was wide awake now.
The doctor excused himself and buaji and Payal began fussing over Khushi.
"I am fine jiji! your titliya is hale and hearty! ", assured Khushi to the tearing duo.
Arnav stepped forward, grabbing the women's attention finally.
Khushi noticed the bandage on his forehead and immediately her heart fluttered. But she curbed her emotion...and forced a false formal voice as she addressed Arnav.
"Thank you Mr Raizada! Thank you for your help...."
But she was cut short as Arnav spoke, ignoring her tone, and her words.
"Payal, buaji.... all three of you are coming with me to Raizada mansion, once Khushi is discharged. You shall stay there with us."
He uttered the words and ....finally.....gazed at Khushi.....awaiting her reaction....which he could almost predict.......

"What? No way!!", screamed Khushi, just as Arnav had expected. He smirked, infuriating her. Payal and buaji"s heads snapped in her direction.
"I mean, I will ...rather we will go to OUR house, once I am discharged Mr Raizada. "
Arnav ignored her again, and looked at Payal. "I understand, you catch my reason for saying so. He is very dangerous....and your home is just not safe anymore! But at my place you will be safe, plus di and nani will be there...."
Payal, opened her mouth to speak, but is cut off by Khushi's protest.
"Thank you Mr Raizada, but no thanks! We are very well, capable of taking care of ouselves...as we have done in past as well. This situation needn't concern you in anyway!"
Arnav clenched his fist at her indifference.He knew she was angry at him, at the office incident.But he didn't respond to her, and continued talking to the ladies infront of him.
"I have already arranged for your luggage to be shifted, and as of now, I have posted security outside the room, just in case he decides to attempt something, though I highly doubt it."
"But Arnavji...." started Payal, but is cut off by Khushi yet again!
"I said, WE DONT WANT YOUR HELP!!! Don't you understand? Is it that hard to process? Who are you to help us? What right do you think you have......Mr Raizada?" asked Khushi frustrated.
Arnav's temples throb. He manages to maintain calm with great difficulty. He chooses to ignore her again, which infuriates Khushi to the core!
"Why? Cat caught your tongue? Answer me......answer me this instant,....."
"Enough Khushi!" shouted an irritated Payal.
"Do you even know what you are doing? He has helped us so much! You are alive and away from that monster because of him, and instead of thanking him....you are questioning his right? What has gotten into you?..."
"Silence! Mam...what are you doing? Please stop shouting in front of the patient. Please...all of you leave the room, immediately.....let the patient rest...please!" chided the nurse, who came running in hearing the commotion. She shook her head disappointedly before injecting Khushi with a sedative, despite her protests.
The rest of them moved out.
"I am extremely sorry about Khushi's behaviour Arnavji! I don't know what has gotten into her." apologised Payal.
"No no Payal...its okay.."
"But I will have to decline your help. You have already done so much for us! We cannot take more help. And by staying at your place we cannot put your family in danger! He is a lunatic! He dosen't care about anybody, but himself. He will do anything to get what he wants. In such a case I cannot knowingly, put your family in danger.."
"Please Payal. You do understand that I would never do anything that would harm my family in anyway. If i have decided to take you three home, then I have a solid reason. And I know ...it is a better way to keep an eye on him as well. I have arranged my men to find him....He won't rest for long...that I am sure. But he won't attack soon too. His stagnancy will give us time to prepare for his attack. "
"But..."
"No Payal! I will not take no as an answer. You have lied to me enough...don't you think?", asked Arnav, raising his eyebrow.
"Woh...." started Payal. BUt she stopped short, having no words to complete the sentence in her defence. She hung her head accepting defeat!
And so it was decided...the Guptas would shift their residence to the Raizada household.......for as long as it takes.......the phrase holding good for a lot of culminations!

OUR HEARTBEATS BECOME ONE!

CHAPTER 9

Payal stepped back in shock ! "How?..... How do you know him?"she asked.
"Just answer my question damnit !! Is she with him now?? TELL ME!!!" he screamed!
Payal 's expression changed from shocked to confused. What was he talking about? Did he not know?
She looked at him suspiciously .....and then," What?......WHAT DID YOU TELL HER? WHAT DID YOU ASK HER?" She shook him several times when she got no response. Payal turned hysterical. She began pacing and mumbling incoherently, frustrating and confusing Arnav!
Meanwhile buaji held her head as she exclaimed," Hai re Nandkishore! " She slumped down on the sofa as it hit her as to what might have happened. Arnav turned his attention to her. He decided to sober down a bit in order to get his answers. Swallowing his anger he went to buaji and sat down in front of her and asked her,"Please tell me? "
Buaji looked at his face and somehow decided he had to know....she began reciting the scary and psychotic love story of her sanka devi ....

That fateful day Khushi had come back home shaking! Her face was pale as a ghost and drained of blood. The moment she entered her amma rushed to her to hear her news! But she got a shock looking at her daughters condition! She shook her and demanded answers....praying that nothing bad had befallen her child! Hearing her mother's wails Payal had come rushing out and had stood stock still on seeing Khushi! Her clothes were dirty ,her face pale and her eyes......her eyes had lost their sheen......they were distant.
"Khushi...." She had whispered making Khushi look up for the first time. Recognition dawned and she ran into the safety of her sister's arms. She cried the entire night and stayed in Payal's arms. In between her sobs , she managed to tell them about what had happened! Her amma's eyes showed fear and her sister's showed anger! She snuggled closer to Payal, who comforted her telling her it was alright. That it was possibly some roadside hooligan seeking to harass a lonely girl. She asked Khushi never to go out alone again.....she was to assure that she had company with her always!
Khushi had nodded accepting , and sobbing harder.
She wanted to badly believe her sister's words, but those eyes kept haunting her! She stayed awake the entire night.....
A week after the incident, when things had somewhat settled down, Khushi's friends called home and asked her bauji to send her with them to the fair in their town! Hoping to lighten his child's mood and freshen her mind her bauji agreed, but only after issuing strict orders to her friends to keep her with them throughout!
Entering the fair bought back Khushi's enthusiasm.....her fear forgotten she enjoyed the rides and shows with her friends.
One of her friends, Shaila , had spotted a fortune teller's tent and insisted that they must visit her! The party had entered the tent to see a middle aged woman with horn rimmed spectacles, sitting behind a desk, covered with a red shawl. On her desk sat a crystal ball and her tarot cards. The scene looked like one out of a scary movie and the girl's felt eerie!
They each had their fortunes told , studies, work, and love.....except Khushi, who was shy to discuss these matters in front of her friends! But listening to her friends futures she badly wanted to know her own. This didn't go unnoticed by the woman who had taken instinctive interest in Khushi. So when the rest had finished their queries and were about to leave she asked Khushi to sit back for a few moments. Khushi was indecisive and her friends were bound by buaji's words! They were in a dilemma. Khushi wanted to stay hoping to find out more about her future . The look on her face was a clear message to her friends.
Shaila made the decision and told her that they would wait outside the tent for her.
Khushi smiled thankfully and sat down facing the woman. She began with her career and her well being, all of which seemed to go smoothly . Then she turned her attention to her love life and Khushi was apprehensive! She always wanted to fall in love but never knew how to go about choosing the right person. She didn't know that it was not her , but Faye's choice that came into play in these matters......
The woman began shuffling her cards and lay them down for Khushi to choose her pick. Khushi chose her cards and the woman turned them over. She pondered over them for quite a while, shook her head and gathered the cards and began shuffling them again! She lay them down again and again Khushi chose her pick, which met with the same fate! The woman continued the process for a few more times before letting out an exasperated sigh!
Meanwhile her friends were tired of waiting outside doing nothing. This was taking forever and there were so many things they had yet to do! They decided to while away their time at some of the food stalls nearby while waiting for Khushi. But them being Khushi's friends, got carried away and moved on from one stall to the other tasting the nitty grittiest of each and every delicacy the stalls had to offer! They were soon far away!
A while later Khushi came out of the tent, extremely disturbed. She was contemplating on what the woman had told her and unknowingly walked in the opposite direction, lost in thought!
"My child! I am truly confused! Your path to love......it's dark! It's unknown.....disasters await.....that I can't foresee! But...... It all ends beautifully! It's just that the path.....it's blocked....I am unable to see anything! I am sorry! But you be careful, very careful......" The words boomed in her ears. She walked aimlessly trying to make sense.......
BOOM!!!!
The notice brought Khushi back from her reverie just in time to notice that she was far away from the crowd! She panicked and tried to make her way back , but could not. Tears streamed down her face. The crowd had miraculously thickened and it had grown dark! She was scared, tired and confused. Suddenly she felt an arm around her wrist! She could not see the person but could make out the still oute of his back as he pulled her through the crowd. She was shocked, but gained her composure quickly and began screaming! But her sound was drowned in the Loud noise emanating from the speakers!
She was pulled into a corner illuminated by a single street lamp! Two strong arms pinned her to the wall and two intensely petrifying eyes sized her up under the lamp! They were the same eyes that had haunted her for so long! She was petrified. She tried to scream, but he cut her off by placing his palm over her mouth! She shivered from his touch! Her widened eyes moved from his arms to his eyes...the only visible part of his body .....and back. He took in every movement with his eyes. She read the amusement in them, and a chill ran down her spine.
"Khushi........" He whispered...... Making her retch!
Her friends remembered her and panicked. They ran back to the tent to find it empty. Deciding that she couldn't have gone far, they moved about in opposite directions searching for her, all the while screaming her name!
He leaned in ,and Khushi got a glimpse of his knitted brow and low forehead. She gulped ! He watched the movement. She tried to wriggle , only to be held more firmly by him.
"Khushi! Khushi!....." Came her friends sound! She sighed in relief and tried to shout, which came as a muffled sound.
"Shhhhhhh....." He whispered.
BOOM!!!
There was another explosion, Khushi shut her eyes....and opened them to find that he was gone. She gasped for breath. The fear gripped her, as she staggered out of there as fast as she could and bumped into her friends. She was broken. They were scared ...and ashamed of their carelessness! They took her home.
The eyes came back to haunt her, that day.....as it did on the present day....before she slipped into oblivion............ 

Arnav sat down shocked at the revelation ! He ran a hand through his hair! He was confused and guilty! There were so many answers that he needed . There was so much he had to find out. But first he had to find khushi! And he had to apologize. He was guilty......she was innocent! He stood up frustrated at himself ..he had to find her....but where?
Almost immediately as though reading his mind Payal said, "That's it! The temple. Khushi is upset...the temple!"
She rushed out of the house Arnav looked at buaji ,who nodded her head . He then followed Payal .
The duo reached the crowded premises of Devi Maiyyas temple. Payal rushed in to search for Khushi ,but Arnav stayed back...thinking about how he would face her ,what he would tell her. Frustrated for not coming up with an answer he looked around trying to derive inspiration from his surroundings ! His eyesfell upon something silver on the road. He bent down to retrieve it and immediately recognised it as Khushi's earring!
'This means she was here ' he mused. He looked around trying to find her.
Meanwhile Payal came out dejected......she had not found Khushi .......where was she?

Payal looked dejectedly at Arnav. She had been so sure that she would find Khushi here! Her eyes traveled to Arnav's hand where he was holding Khushi's earring.
"She was here! " she exclaimed.
"But where did she go? " enquired Arnav.
The duo split up and began searching for her in the premises........but to no avail. A bystander who had been keenly observing the two came forward to Arnav and Payal, once their search was over, and when they had visibly not found what they were looking for...or rather who.......he said," Sir? Are you by chance looking for a girl?"
Arnav's head snapped up and Payal's eyes turned hopeful!
"Yes.... A girl.....Khu..... My sister!"
"Hmmm... Fair, thin .... 5feet 6" tall?"
" yes yes!!"
"About 20-21 yrs age?"
"She is 22!"
"Kind,Hazel eyes, long braided hair, wearing a dark blue suit?"
"Exactly..." Began Payal, but a frustrated Arnav cut her off midway and shouted,"What the,..... That is the description Mr.... Where is she? Did you see where she went?"
The man looked defiantly at Arnav and turned back to Payal and resumed questioning her,
"Had a purple cloth bag? Wore silver mochis?"
Though frustrated herself , Payal answered in positive!
But Arnav had had enough. He grabbed the man by his collar and brought his face threateningly close to his. He looked right into his eyes and barked, "Stop this rubbish, and tell us where she is damnit!!"
The man was visibly shaken by Arnav's physique and voice......but it was the anger that did the trick! He felt that Arnav's anger could boil him! He gulped and said," She fainted in front of Maiyya's abode! And...and..."
"And what?"asked Arnav , shaking him!
"Then some man came, claiming to know her. He called her by some name....k...k... Khushi! That's it! Khushi! He called her Khushi , lifted her in his arms and took her away." Said the man in a single breadth.
Man? What man? Arnav was confused. His grip on the man's collar loosened.
The bystander noticed this and immediately stepped back from Arnav, straightening his collar and his pride!
Payal on the other hand was shocked. Her breathing got heavier! No! Surely not! It can't be.......could it? She turned to the bystander and enquired,"Which way did they go?"
Shifting his gaze to Payal, the man simply pointed. In the next second , he stepped back and ran, to save his life.....and what was left of his pride......whatever bit!
Arnav stared at his back...not really seeing. Payal paced up and down twice before turning to Arnav.
"What are you thinking?"
"Who could it be?...."
Payal looked away....not knowing what to tell him .........how to answer his question ! Should she tell him what she thought?
While she was contemplating , Arnav had noticed her reluctance to tell him something.....something vital!
He turned her towards him and asked her,"What? Tell me?"
Payal knew she had been caught! She shifted her gaze around nervously........trying to find a way out...........
20 Kms from there, Khushi opened her eyes slowly. Her head felt heavy . Ofcourse it will, she thought. It has been a while since I had anything to eat! Almost immediately she felt the cold rim of a steel glass touch her lips. Water poured in through her parched throat . Suddenly she had a coughing fit, and she sat up straight trying to bring her breathing back to normal! She felt a hand on her back , thumping her, giving her the much neede relief! A concerned voice asked, "Khushi? Tum theek ho?"
Khushi's head snapped up.....not at the voice, nor at the words, but at the contrast of the voice that used the words! Her doubts were justified when her eyes met with a pair of dark ones! The very eyes she had fainted seeing! The very eyes she didn't want to wake up to see. His eyes..............

Khushi immediately tried to get up, but found that her wrists were bound to the chair she was sitting on, and so were her feet! She struggled against the bonds, managing to push the chair away from him. But almost immediately, she felt his hands snake out and land on hers over the armrest. He dragged her back to him with ease, staring at her all the while. Khushi winced in pain as the wooden corners of the armrest cut into her flesh! She avoided looking at him, and squirmed under his grip.
He locked the chair between his legs and released her arms. Leaning forward, he asked, "Did you miss me Khushi?"
Disgusted, she tried wriggling more. Her braid had come undone and her hair cascaded behind her. A few strands disobediently fell on her face irritating her eyes. She blinked several times to get the away. That's when she felt his fingers against her forehead as he tucked the strands behind her ear. She flinched from his touch and tried moving her face away. This infuriated him ! He grabbed her by her hair and pulled her face close to his, compelling her to look into his eyes!
Meanwhile Arnav looked questioningly at Payal expecting her to spit out the truth!
Payal was almost close to tears. She looked up at Arnav and saw the desperation in his eyes. But she couldn't tell him anything. She didn't know what to tell him! What buaji told him was only part of the truth! Buaji!........ She could get out of this by just telling Shyam's name!
She looked away and said, " You already know!"
Arnav in his desperation, did not notice the reluctance in her voice.
"Shyam." He said........ Anger surged within him, boiling his blood !
He immediately took his phone and began dialling.
"Who are you calling ?" Asked Payal, suddenly worried!
"The police!" He replied curtly, placing the phone near his ear.
Payal snatched the phone from him and cut the call!
"What the...?"
"No! Are you insane? He is very smart! If he finds out.......we will never get Khushi back! We need to think of something else!"
"What? What else?"
Payal didn't know either. But what she knew was that the police were going to be of no help.......in any way!!
Bile rose up her throat as the full view of his face encroached her vision! The jet black hair, the low forehead, the knitted brows, the deep, petrifying eyes, the long nose.....which still had a slight crook at the tip. The thick lips, that gave her a menacing smile! 


OUR HEARTBEATS BECOME ONE!

CHAPTER 8

On the other hand Khushi stirred in her sleep for the umpteenth time..... Her usually calm and serene face looked worried and worn out!
Payal came in to wake her up. She shook her many times and managed to get her to open her eyes.
"Khushi? Wake up! You'll be late!"
"Jiji? Just a little while longer....please....!" Pleaded Khushi who was again half asleep!
"It's not a Sunday Khushi... You are an employee of AR designs now! You have certain responsibilities! Moreover it's quarter to eight. Hurry up ! " chided Payal.
The time was like a trigger! Khushi sprung up and sat straight, "quarter to eight? Hai Devi maiyya ....how is this possible? That laad governor will surely eat me alive today! Jiji couldn't you have woken me up earlier?" Complained Khushi.
"But that is what I was....."started Payal, but Khushi didn 't let her finish as she sprung off her bed and rushed in to change.
A good 45 minutes passed and there was no sign of Khushi . When bauji enquired about her absence Payal decided to check on her. On finding the bedroom empty Payal knocked at the bathroom door several times . When she got no reply from the other end she tried opening the door and found it was unlocked! Payal stepped in cautiously and was shocked to see Khushi sprawled on the floor with her toothbrush in her mouth. Payal rushed to her thinking she had fainted...but what she saw confused and amused her! Khushi was fast asleep with her toothbrush still in her mouth!
Payal shook her to wake her up, and she sprang up saying," Your black coffee sir! "
"Khushi? Payal? Wake up!! What are you saying? Your still at home!" Payal shook her with each sentence and then as an afterthought splashed water on her face!
Khushi was wide awake now! She looked at her jiji accusingly...but the look wore off as her eyes grew wide and reality struck her! She was late. She got up quickly and got busy with brushing her teeth, not bothering to say anything more.
For the first time that day Payal took in Khushi's appearance. Her sister looked pale and sleep deprived. She had dark circles under her eyes and her usual joyous gait was missing!
"Khushi? Are you alright? Didn't you sleep well?" Asked Payal worried.
Khushi stopped brushing. What could she tell Payal? What would she tell her? She had not slept a wink yesterday night! Every time she tried falling asleep,she felt as though someone was calling out to her! Calling her name! She wasn't being honest! She knew who was calling out to her....or rather who she 'thought' was calling out to her! It was Arnav. She could feel it. Hear his voice!
But she couldn't probably say that to her sister, could she? She would think her mad! Heck.....Khushi herself felt she was going mad! She was in that laad governors proximity for too long! 'You will have to get immune to it Khushi! If you have to accomplish anything in that office!'she thought.
Khushi had unknowingly drifted of yet again and Payal shook her for the umpteenth time to bring her back from her dreamland!
When Payal repeated her question again Khushi brushed it aside as nonchalantly as possible and convinced Payal to go out so that she could get ready.
It was ten minutes past nine when Khushi was finally ready ! She grabbed her bag and hurried out refusing to eat her breakfast in spite of her buaji's repeated coaxing! She was late and the devil would burn her alive today! Then what use was breakfast going to do? As she entered the premises of her self proclaimed hell hole , she uttered a silent prayer to her Devi maiyya to help her...

Stepping inside the premises, Khushi instantly knew that her prayer had been answered. She could feel it...his absence! Khushi's face fell and something inside her cried....
"Khushi Kumari Gupta! You have lost it! Why in the world are you sad? This is what you wanted.....isn't it?" But she was not sure anymore....when it came to him she was not sure about her feelings. 'You are losing it! ' she mentally kicked herself and quickly made her way to her desk.
She noticed that the atmosphere was more playful and easy going in the office...when compared to the tense one on the previous day! But she was not satisfied.
Why had he not come yet? Did he have to go somewhere....on business? No...she would know....!
Was he alright?
As soon as the question popped in her head she began worrying! He had been calling out to her the entire night! Khushi was almost sure that this was not her imagination. But the more practical part of her dint let her live on this fantasy for long.
He must be busy with some personal work Khushi...she chided herself. None of your business!
Having thought the thought she tried with all her might to push his thoughts to the recesses of her mind...and succeeded to some extent with great difficulty!
As the day progressed ,however, Khushi became more and more agitated!
He hadn't called even once to assign her any duty....nor to simply shout at her! She missed.....what was she saying? Though she broke the thought process she had to admit that his absence affected her.....and not in a good way either!
Midday, after lunch hour:
Khushi walked back from the canteen, a tall glass of juice in one hand, munching on a huge jalebi.....the only two edible and affordable things on the menu! She was so lost in savouring the nitty grittiest of her lunch that she didn't notice the tall ,husky complexioned lady standing in her path...that is, till she collided head on into her!
Splosh!
The juice splashed on the woman's exquisite beige dress , creating an uneven orange smear.
Khushi's eyes did the 'turn the to saucer size' thing yet again as she took in the damage. She slowly looked up to meet the fuming woman's eyes taking in her appearance from toe to head as she progressed. She noticed long ,slender, 'uncovered' legs with feet suffocating inside high heeled strappy sandals ! She was wearing a previously spotless, beige off shoulder dress that just about reached her knees. The rest of her body was just as perfect and proportionate as her legs....as though she had been etched out on stone!
As her contemplation of the woman's body and dressing sense ended, Khushi reached her face and saw a set of sharp ,perfectly placed features. To say she was pretty....well Khushi was not sure....she looked more like a porcelain doll!
But her eyes were a complete contrast. Overlooking the dull green lens, her eyes were completely expressive! And at that moment, they held anger.....directed solely at Khushi!
Khushi gulped, and dropped her jalebi, making the woman jump back defensively before she resumed her death stare!
"I am soooooo sorry mam!" Pleaded Khushi....completely aware of her mistake .
"Sorry? " yelled the throaty voice. "Do you by any chance know what this dress is worth?" She looked at Khushi from head to toe and smirked! "Of course you don't ! " She regarded her with her piercing look.
Khushi hung her head off her own account. Then straightened and offered to help her clean up.
"You? And help me? Puh lease ! Lavanya Kashyap would never take help from a low life like you! Who are you anyway? And what are you doing in AR? Has ASR opened a charity counter for people like you? Oh wait? Are you from the circus? " she picked up Khushi multicoloured dupatta and regarded it with contempt, "Should be....... Your a bag of sequins! ....."
"Lavanya!, " shouted the oh so familiar voice of Arnav.
Khushi looked up to see him walk in..... His long strides brought him near the women in no time. The tears ran down freely on Khushi's cheeks . He saw them, something cried inside him. But he regarded her coldly. Their eyes met....hers filled with fear and grief.....and some expectation....his........strangely blank....

"ASR ! Did you see that? Did you see what she did?" asked an enraged Lavanya.
Arnav didn't take his eyes off Khushi. He merely pierced her with his blank stare and addressed Lavanya,"Go clean up! The shoot is in an hour!"
"What? You are not going to say anything to her? ASR she....."
"NOW!!" Roared Arnav , looking directly at Lavanya but in-effect making both women flinch!
Lavanya got back her composure and stormed off to change, while Khushi began backing away , searching for means to escape the tyrant's wrath that was sure to befall her next!
Arnav didn't turn, he didn't need to...he knew Khushi...
"Khushi Kumari Gupta !" He hissed, making her stop in her tracks.
"My office........NOW!!!" He yelled again before storming off, making her flinch for the second time!
Khushi took in a deep breath, said a silent prayer to her Devi maiyya and followed her predator to his lair......
Arnav paced around his cabin......a wounded lion. How could she? Why him? Him?... It had nothing to do with him! But why was it affecting him? The thoughts kept darting around in his head making him all the more agitated! He didn't notice her at his door.
But she had seen him pacing......had seen the hurt look in his previously blank eyes. She was confused ,but she gathered courage and knocked on his door.
He immediately stopped pacing and turned away from her, facing the glass walls that overlooked the office.
She strutted in awkwardly and immediately began framing her apologies!
"Woh mein!...... Forgive me!... I didn't mean to...I was not paying attention.....I just...."
"Who are you engaged to?" Asked Arnav simply.
Khushi's eyes widened . How did he know? Why was he asking her now? Was he just playing around?
"I don't ......don't.... know...what you....." She stammered but couldn't complete cause by them Arnav had spun around and pinned her against the wall. He held her by her shoulders and looked right into her eyes. The proximity was dis earning for both....but Arnav overlooked that as he channelled his anger at her through his eyes!
"Don't lie to me!" He hissed." I know ..... Who is it? Why didn't you tell me before?" He yelled!
Khushi squirmed under his grip. She could feel his fingers cutting into her flesh. There was too much pain ! She couldn't process what he was saying!
Arnav shook her again demanding answers! Khushi couldn't take it anymore. Her arms were sore! She didn't realise that tears were streaming down her eyes, streaking her face. She was looking down at her arm.
But Arnav noticed it.....and immediately his grip loosened......
Khushi felt the circulation again. She touched her sore arms and looked up at Arnav accusingly! She tried to move but Arnav blocked her on either sides and moved towards her! "Not today!" He whispered menacingly. "I want my answers damnit!!" He said a bit louder.
"I have nothing to tell you MrRaizada! Let me go!" Said Khushi.
She pushed him with all her might and tried to get away as he stumbled backwards, caught unawares!
But he was quick to recover. He caught her wrist and pulled her back. She landed in his arms, her hands against his chest. His arms snaked around her waist , where he secured them. Their eyes met ,and both were lost yet again!
Khushi recovered first, and attempted again to get away, but Arnav was not done yet! He moved his head forward tilting it as he proceeded. He eyed her lips hungrily as he got closer. He had completely forgotten his purpose the moment she landed in his arms!
Khushi noticed his advance and knew where it was headed. Neither was she immune to his effect on her, as she had admitted to herself a while back! But his accusation and the pain where fresh in her mind! She pushed him again ......succeeding in getting out of his grip!
" If you know so much Mr Raizada , I suggest you behave in your limits! It's not for a dignified man to pursue a woman who is already pledged to another man!" She said,looking him in the eye, before storming out of his cabin, and his office........and his life! Or so she thought......with a heavy heart!

Arnav swore and rammed his fist into the glass shattering it! Dissatisfied he pushed the nearby shelf down , scattering all the files and documents. He pushed everything off his table, and kicked and punched till he the physical pain he felt numbed his senses to such an extent that he couldn't feel the piercing pain that was seizing his heart!
The entire office had heard him upturn his cabin, but they were vary of going up to face him. They knew his wrath , but this was beyond limits...and honestly they felt intimidated !
Having created havoc in his cabin seemed to have cleared arnav's.......no.....ASR's mind! He stormed out of his office, grabbing his keys and sped off in search of the woman who was responsible for this sharp pain in his unfeeling heart!
Khushi on the other hand was lost! Her mind was muddled with memories and emotions of the past.....as well as the present. The torture and screams, the moments of hatred and love kept hovering simultaneously ,till such a time when she cried out in frustration letting out the steam! She collapsed on the ground crying incessantly ! A crowd formed around her soon....murmuring and whispering!
'Who is she? What is she doing? Why is she crying? '
The crowd enlarged an became oppressive soon! Khushi felt suffocated ! Why wouldn't they leave her alone? The murmurs and whispers came as an additional burden to her muddled mind. There was so much her fragile form could take! She fainted............
Meanwhile ASR drove to her house at full speed. He slammed on the breaks right in front of her gate. Memories of the first time he had been there flooded his head.....he pushed them away...or rather his anger did....blinding any other emotion!
He barged in through the open door, "Khushi!" He shouted.
Bauji and Payal came running out hearing him scream.
"Hai re nandkishore! Kya ....what happened? Arnav bitua? Why are you calling Khushi? She is at office?" Asked a worried and confused bauji.
Payal meanwhile noticed Arnav's expression and immediately understood something was wrong!
"Arnav Ji? " she began cautiously, but was cut off by Arnav's menacing look directed at her!
She gulped as he turned completely towards her and hissed,"Shyam Manohar Jha.......where is he?"
Payal's eyes turned the size of saucers and her mouth fell open..........no! Surely he couldn't know..............??